The Northern Station
The Northern Station
The Black Captain found himself at a train station in northern Germany, where the November rain fell as it always does in these parts - steadily, coldly, without mercy or apology. The platform lights cast weak yellow pools on wet concrete, and darkness pressed in from all sides.
The Dancing and the Waiting
Some rough boys had gathered with their girls at one end of the platform, dancing to local traditional music that crackled from a portable speaker. They moved with the particular energy of youth that hasn't yet learned that not all moments require filling. Their laughter echoed off the station walls, too loud, too bright against the grey November night.
The Black Captain stood apart, watching but not judging. He had no need to join them, no urge to escape the moment. He simply was.
The State of Saturation
Earlier that day, the Captain had been to the local port, where the fishing boats come in with their daily harvest. There, he had partaken of Fischbrötchen - those simple fish sandwiches that Germans have perfected through generations of maritime tradition. Fresh herring or mackerel, onions, perhaps some pickles, all on a crusty roll. Simple food for simple truth.
He had eaten until he reached that state the monks know well - not hunger, not fullness, but saturation. The body fed exactly what it needs, no more, no less.
At the port, he had found something rarer still: companionship without words. Old mariners sat in comfortable silence, their presence speaking what their mouths didn't need to. They had shared what some might call meditation, though none of them would have used such a word. Just men who had seen the sea, sitting together, knowing what needed to be known.
The Mind at Rest
His default mode network hummed along in perfect balance - that state where the mind neither races nor sleeps, but simply processes life with the efficiency of waves washing a shore. No anxiety about the delayed train. No irritation at the cold rain. No need to be anywhere but here, now, in this moment.
This is the state that allowed him to notice what others missed.
The Lesson of the Gulls
They had followed him from the port - Larus argentatus, the herring gulls. Clever birds, these. They knew a good thing when they saw it, and a man with Fischbrötchen was always worth following, even hours after the meal had ended.
Three of them perched on the station roof, watching him with those ancient yellow eyes that have witnessed ten thousand human generations come and go, each one thinking themselves so terribly important.
One gull - the boldest or perhaps the stupidest - swooped down to investigate the Captain's bag. Looking for scraps, for easy fortune, for something unearned.
The Black Captain didn't shoo it away. Didn't yell. Didn't wave his arms like the dancing boys would have done.
He simply stood still.
And in that stillness, he watched the gull. And the gull, finding nothing easy, nothing free, had to work for its understanding. It hopped closer, curious now rather than greedy. It tilted its head, that universal bird gesture of consideration.
The Captain extended his hand, palm up, empty.
"Not all treasures come easy, friend," he said quietly. "And not all waiting is empty time."
The gull regarded him for a long moment - a moment that stretched between species, between understanding and instinct. Then it flew back to the roof, having learned something it didn't have words for.
The Science of Gulls
Larus argentatus - the herring gull - has been documented following human fishermen for thousands of years. They have learned to adapt to nearly every human settlement near water. They are intelligent, adaptable, and remarkably good at reading human behavior.
What most humans don't realize is that the gulls are reading us far better than we read them.
The Train Arrives
Eventually, the train came. The boys and their girls scrambled aboard, still laughing, still dancing to music only they could hear. The gulls remained on the roof, patient as stones.
The Black Captain boarded slowly, his coat heavy with rain, his mind light with the satisfaction of time well spent. No waiting is wasted when you know how to be present within it.
The doors closed. The train pulled away. The station receded into the darkness.
And three herring gulls sat on a wet roof in northern Germany, perhaps a little wiser than they had been an hour before.
Or perhaps not. But the Captain was, and that was enough.
Written from a train moving through the dark